The golden rays fell on Teresa's face. A ray of bright light in the dark room made her uncomfortable.
Teresa rolled on the bed, feeling an abnormal pain in her body.
Reluctantly, she opened her eyes, her mind was still a mess, sat up slowly and rubbed her body. It was
so smooth. She was surprised to find that she was naked.
Teresa wanted to scream, but the next second, she finally came to her sense and told herself that this
was not her home and there were all some unfamiliar decorations around her!
At the same time, Teresa quickly pulled the quilt to cover herself. When she lifted the quilt, she saw the
striking blood and naked Zed on the white sheet. At that moment, she suddenly realized what had
happened last night!
A few strands of disheveled hair fell on Zed's forehead. He was still in sound sleep. His sleeping face
was very beautiful, radiating a kind of quiet childishness, but at this moment, Teresa didn't have the
heart to appreciate it at all! She had to accept a terrible fact!
She and Zed... She couldn't believe that she and Zed even... What the hell was going on! Teresa tried
hard to recall what happened last night. She went to dinner with Zed and she was in a bad mood, so he
took her to drink. Then... Teresa found that she couldn't think of anything after that. Perhaps she was
drunk!
At the moment, Teresa was in a mess. She had a headache because of the hangover and she knew
the seriousness of the matter clearly! If this was known to others, her godmother would definitely not
ask Victor to marry her again, instead, Zed's parents would tie her and Zed together for the reason of
being responsible to her to the end, and Zed would be very willing to carry out it!
Although Zed was a good man, but the only man she loved was Victor and the man she was going to
marry was only Victor! At this moment, Teresa regretted her recklessness! She shouldn't have agreed
to have dinner with Zed, let alone drink with him! If they didn't go to eat or drink, then none of these
would happen!
But since things had come to this, there was no use saying anything! She was a woman who had lost
her virginity. Victor didn't like her in the first place, if Victor knew this matter that he wouldn't have any
interest in her anymore. Leaning against the headboard, Teresa felt remorseful continuously. She was
flustered and at a loss, and no one could help her.
She didn't even dare to tell her mother this matter, for she was afraid that her mother would blame her
for her thoughtlessness. At this moment, all the worst scenario occurred to Teresa, which made her hair
stand on end and almost cry out.
At this moment, Zed, who was sleeping beside her, turned over and slowly opened his eyes. When he
saw Teresa, he yawned and said lazily, "good morning, Teresa." The next second, Zed froze and sat
up, looking at Teresa in panic and shouting incoherently, "Teresa? I... Why am I here?"
"How could I know why you are here? I want you to explain it to me! " Said Teresa, exasperated. She
had thought that Zed was a gentleman, but she didn't expect that he was a coward and would only take
advantage of her like that.
Lowering his head in silence, Zed seemed to be recalling what had happened last night. After a while,
he raised his head. When his eyes met with Teresa's eyes. He avoided the eye contact and whispered,
"Teresa, I... I was drunk last night!"
"And then?" Teresa, who had been filled with despair, foolishly asked a question that she had already
known the answer.
"Then... Then... I'm sorry." Being graceful, it was impossible for Zed to tell her the truth about what he
had done last night without changing his countenance. If he hadn't been drunk, he would definitely not
have done such a thing to ruin the innocence of Teresa. She was the girl he liked and he respected her,
but he... He still had done something wrong to her.
"What's the use of apologizing? Do you know what it means to me? " Teresa burst into tears and
shouted hysterically, "you bastard, Zed!"
Teresa raised her hand, pretending to hit Zed. Zed made a slight movement, but did not dodge. "Clap",
a mark appeared on his face. Zed couldn't defend himself. It was self-evident that the first sex of a girl
was very important. No matter he was intentional or not, he had made a big mistake!
"Teresa... I... I know the virginity is very important for a girl, but... I will be responsible for what has
happened! I... I'll marry you! " Zed raised his hand and swore solemnly.
Zed was sincere, but Teresa didn't want to hear it at all. She didn't want him to marry her. All she
wanted was Victor! "Fuck off." Teresa sat there with her hands on the knees and her head in the knees,
whispering.
Seeing the expression on Teresa's face, Zed felt sad and uncomfortable. It was said that the posture of
a baby in the mother's womb was so comfortable that every person would try to protect himself in such
a posture when they extremely lacked a sense of security. "Teresa..." Zed's voice sounded hoarse and
harsh.
"I said fuck off!" Teresa called him loudly and threw a cushion to him.
Zed turned sideways to avoid the attack. He knew that it was useless to talk with Teresa at this
moment, so he had to put on his clothes and left.
After Zed left, Teresa entered the bathroom, dejected. She just opened the shower nozzle. When the
boiling water poured down, the color of her skin was burning slightly. Teresa rubbed her body hard, as if
to wash away all the traces that belonged to Zed in her body. But at the same time, she knew clearly
that no matter how hard she tried, she could never go back. She lost her virginity.
After a long time in the bathroom, Teresa walked out of the bathroom, wrapping in her bathrobe. With a
hair dryer in her hand, she sat in front of the dresser, drying her hair, with her empty eyes without a
focus.
In fact, after calming down, Teresa felt that she was wrong. She shouldn't have driven Zed away with
such a tough attitude. Only she and Zed knew what happened last night. If she and he didn't tell others,
then nobody would know. She should try to persuade Zed kindly that maybe he would keep the secret
for their friendship. If Zed was irritated, he would give away all the secret.
At the thought of this, Teresa quickly ran to the bedside and took out her cell phone, dialing Zed's
number.
Zed was at a loss and didn't know how to make up for his mistakes. He thought that he would at least
wait for Teresa to calm down and have a good talk with her. Since they had already... He should be
responsible for Teresa. At the thought of this, there was even a trace of joy in his heart. In the next
second, he was shameless for the dark thoughts in his heart.
At this time, the mobile phone in Zed's pocket vibrated softly. He took out the mobile phone and saw
the name on the screen, Teresa. Then he quickly picked up the phone. He answered the phone but he
didn't know what to say so he was in silence.
"Hello, is that Zed?" On the other side of the phone, Zed heaved a long sigh of relief when he heard the
voice of Teresa, who had returned to normal.
"It's me, Teresa. You... Are you not angry with me anymore?" Asked Zed cautiously.
"What's done is done. It's no use to blame you." "Can I ask you for one thing, Zed?" Teresa said faintly.
"Okay, go ahead. I can promise you anything as long as I can do. " When he heard that Teresa asked
him for help then he said excitedly.
"Can you... Could you just forget what happened last night? Don't tell anyone what happened last night.
I won't mention it again."
What Teresa said was like a basin of cold water pouring down, thoroughly freezing Zed's hot heart.
Teresa's meaning was very obvious. She just wanted to conceal this thing and didn't want to accept his
responsibility. The only person in her heart was Victor. He was nobody!
Hearing no response from the other side for a long time, Teresa was a little flustered. She added,
"please, Zed."
Heaving a sigh. He was not reconciled, very resentful! The women he loved were all thinking of Victor,
and he had no chance at all. Even though he was unwilling to give up, he didn't have the heart to
refuse any request of Teresa. After a struggle in his heart, Zed slowly said, "okay."
"Thank you, Zed. I know you are the best." Teresa felt pleased in her heart when she heard the answer.
She was afraid that Zed would go back on his word, so she immediately put in some good words.
"Anything else? If not, I have to hang up. " Zed closed his eyes for a while and said in a helpless voice.
After hanging up the phone, Zed took the phone off his ear stiffly. He didn't know how to describe his
feelings now, sadness, anger, unwillingness... Countless kinds of emotions entangled together as if
they were in a mess. Perhaps this was just the old saying that 'do not shear the principle also chaotic
emotions'. It had to be said that all ancestors were wise enough to write such a meditative poem!
Standing beside his car, Zed clenched his hands into fists and slammed his fist against the door of the
car. There was a buzzing alarm in the car. The image of Teresa's every action appeared in his mind. He
turned around and leaned weakly against the car. He never smoked. But at this moment, he really
wanted to have a cigarette!
Zed leaned against the car for a long time, calmed himself down, got in the car and started the engine.
What Teresa said hurt and made Zed discontented. He couldn't fall asleep with this complicated
emotion for almost a night, either. It began to rain at midnight. The rain in this season was always faster
and faster, different from the spring rain. The rain heavily pounded the yellow leaves left on the
branches and made the sound of rustling.
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