I'm pregnant.My heart dropped.I wasn't surprised at the news.but I didn't want to believe it.
One time that was it.I couldn't wrap my mind around it.
"You have a few different options should you decide you don't want to keep it.It's early Add enough that
you can abort.If you aren't comfortable with that you can always give the baby up for adoption," the
doctor Previous Table of contents was looking at me with a blank stare.
"I'm keeping it." I told her, my voice cracking with emotion.
She smiled wearily.
"Okay, I'll have the nurse schedule your follow up appointment, and then you'll be free to leave." She
turned leaving me Display options alone to my thoughts M.O.
It was no longer a matter of was pregnant what I was going to do.it's now a matter of I am pregnant and
I don't have I Follow I long to figure it out.
The nurse brought me my appointment card and I left, heading back to my apartment.
On the drive home.
I decided I would tell Kain.I would find him later and let him know the news.I have no idea how he's
going to react, but asshole or not he's the father.I ran myself a bubble bath as soon as I got home
feeling my muscles relax in the hot water.I let my mind wander as I soaked.I hope that Kain steps up
and helps with the baby.but if not, I will do everything I can to make sure this baby has everything it
needs and knows how much it is loved.
As the bath water turned cold.I climbed out towel drying and climbing straight back into bed.I was
exhausted: physically, mentally, and emotionally.
Now would be a good time to have at least one good friend to confide in, but it's okay, I'll be fine I woke
up late in the afternoon, surprised at how long I had slept.
I must have been more tired than I realized.I could feel butterflies in my stomach knowing I had to go
find Kain and break the news to him.I mustered up the energy to get dressed and head out the door.I'm
sure I would find Kain either at the bar already or at the diner.I checked the diner first not seeing his car
in the parking lot I headed toward the bar.
Sure enough he was there, standing out front with his arm around a scantly clothed woman.I parked
my car, taking deep breaths to calm myself before making way up to him.I walked up behind him
tapping his shoulder.At first, he seemed happy to see me. a smile flickering across his face briefly, but
that was quickly replaced with a scowl.
"What?" he questioned.
His tone causing me to hesitate.
"Can we talk for a minute?" I tried to be polite.
He scoffed and turned back to the conversation in the group.
A little shocked I asked him again, louder, "We need to talk, now, please."I was getting aggravated with
him.I just need a few minutes of his precious time to tell him he's going to be father and then I won't
bother him anymore.
When he continued to ignore me.I lost my temper, "So, Kain, I'm pregnant."
There it was, for him and his whole group to hear.
Kain quickly turned around, grabbing my arm and pulling me toward the parking lot.
"Let go your hurting me." I told him as he pushed me inside his car.
He slammed the door closed and got in the driver seat.
"Your what?"
"I'm pregnant Kain.I just found out today." He smirked, pissing me off even more.
"It's not mine."
He stated matter-of-factly I couldn't believe what I was hearing.He knew I was virgin before him, and I
haven't been with anyone since "You're the only person I've been with, so yeah it's your baby.Get a
DNA test if you want."
I reached for to open the door but a growl coming from Kain stopped me.I slowly turned to face him, his
eyes swirling black and blue.
He grabbed my arm pulling me so we were face to face, "You're not my mate."
He growled: I could feel his nails digging into the flesh of my arm.
"I don't know what you're talking about, but regardless you're going to be a father." I tried to hide the
fact that I was terrified of him at the moment.
He stared at me keeping his fingers wrapped around my forearm.
He let go, reaching into his pocket and throwing a pile of hundreds on my lap.
"Get an abortion, and keep your mouth shut about this "
His flashing to black and then to blue He climbed out of the car not even waiting for me to respond, and
headed back to his group.
They all stared at me intensely, making me feel self-conscious as I walked to my own car and left.I
need to leave town.
Kain gave me money to pay for an abortion that I wasn't going to have.
If I stayed here, and I didn't Know what he would do.I stopped by Burger Bin and grabbed me some
food eating it on the way home I started packing when I got to my apartment, deciding I would pack
tonight and leave in the morning.
I packed what clothes I could fit into my worn-out duffle bag and sat it by the front door.I pulled out my
stash of cash from the freezer sitting down at the small table to count it all.
I have $1,500 counting the thousand that Kain had tossed at me for an abortion.It's not much but it's
enough to get me out of here I stuffed it all in an envelope and put it in my purse before heading off to
bed.
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