Today was another day closer to leaving.
Staring up at the sold sign that was perched on our front lawn a sigh fell from my lips. I had lived in
Florida for as long as I could remember. This was my home, this was my moms home and I wasn't
ready to leave. Being here was the only place I felt close to her.
My mom died shortly after I was born. Bad labour, lots of blood lost. They couldn't save her. I was
raised by my grandmother.
"Still staring at that sign I see".
She knew I wasn't big on the idea of leaving. I didn't want to move and have to start all over again. I
was happy here, I had friends here, Tommy was here. At 18 I was doing pretty well. I was getting
straight As, had a part time job, all in all my life was good.
It was all going to be taken away from me by this time tomorrow. How was I suppose to leave my
friends? my boyfriend?.
"Leah you're 18 years old. You'll make new friends, you'll get a new boyfriend. We need this change
honey, it'll be good for us".
My gran wasn't Tommy's biggest fan. She always said there was something about him that she couldn't
quite put her finger on. Tommy was slightly older but not by much, he was 21, had a car and had the
most brightest blue eyes I'd ever seen. Yes he was my first boyfriend.
But deep down I knew I would meet new friends, I would move on and start a fresh. Leaving them
behind wasn't my biggest worry.
"I'm afraid I'll lose the connection to her". Being here, being in this house I could feel her with me
everyday.
"Leah, sweetheart your mom is in here" She whispered placing her hand against my heart. "She will
never leave you no matter where you are in the world. She loved you baby never forget that". With her
hands on my shoulders she pulled in for a hug. "How about some hot chocolate and we can watch the
sun set?" Pulling back she wiped the tears from my cheeks.
"Okay I'll get the blanket".
Another reason I didn't want to leave, we lived right on the beach. Most nights we'd come out here and
watch the sunset together, was kind of our tradition. The beach was my favourite place to go for
everything. Listening to the waves crash and feeling the sand between my toes. There wasn't a place
quite like it.
Placing the blanket on the sand I slipped my socks off. The view was beautiful. Taking a seat I stared
out onto the water.
"Beautiful isn't it?".
"Tommy what are you doing here?". Getting to my feet I looked around for my gran. Again she really
didn't like him but she tolerated him for my sake. We had already said our goodbyes, he wasn't
suppose to be here. He was just making it harder.
"Can't leave it like this Leah, I can't stop thinking about how after today I won't see you again". Closing
the gap between us he slid his arms around my waist.
"Tommy" I whispered as he brought his hand up to wipe my tears. "You shouldn't have come, you're
just making it harder".
"I'm sorry baby". As his grip on my waist tightened a voice cleared interrupting our last moment
together. "I'll see you again one day Leah, that I can promise you". Placing one last kiss against my lips
he turned and walked down the beach in the opposite direction.
Glancing down at the ring on my left index finger a cry fell from my lips. A promise ring that he gave me
6 months into our relationship but I refused to wear it on my ring finger because of bad luck. He was
special, he was good and I wasn't going to see him again.
"Leah?".
"I'm okay". Wiping at my eyes I cleared my throat. I couldn't dwell on never seeing him again. My gran
wasn't going to change her mind. We were leaving tomorrow and there was nothing I could do about it.
"I need to pack the rest of my stuff and besides the sunset is over".
Goodbye Florida hello Texas
he turned and walked down the beach in the opposite direction.
Glancing down at the ring on my left index finger a cry fell from my lips. A promise ring that he gave me
6 months into our relationship but | refused to wear it on my ring finger because of bad luck. He was
special, he was good and | wasn't going to see him again.
"Leah?".
"I'm okay". Wiping at my eyes | cleared my throat. | couldn't dwell on never seeing him again. My gran
wasn't going to change her mind. We were leaving tomorrow and there was nothing | could do about it.
"| need to pack the rest of my stuff and besides the sunset is over".
Goodbye Florida hello Texas
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