I sat there on the step of the Pack house bluffing and thought back on the days I try to seduce my mate
in bed with me.
I am still not healing from my dad's death and thus I need some distraction and something to take my
mind completely off from everything just for a while. Making love with him might just be the answer.
Matteo and I didn't go further on the day after my dad's funeral and since then I try but I was never in
luck.
It was hard to do so even Alera was running out of her own tricks.
I can't believe that wolf of mine made me watch horrible stuff to gain experience. Only in the end
Matteo and his wolf were able to control themselves around us.
"Luna"
"Get lost" I retort with no interest to whatever Jay is going to say.
"Have you seen Alpha?" he ask again making me filled with annoyance
"already dead" I deadpan.
"I must said that hurts" Matteo came from behind and sat next to me. I ignored him and look to the
other side
"What is wrong with you?" he ask and I refuse to answer. "Addasah" he said my full name something
that I'm used to now when he is getting frustrated or even when he is feeling emotional.
"Come on amore! What's wrong?" he ask again and I shook my head no.
I didn't even want to talk about it now as you know Jay is right in front of us and everybody knows Jay
and his lousy mouth.
He's cool and fun but there are things he needs to shut up about yet he still won't shut up on those
matters.
I sigh standing up from the ground dusting my jeans "Addasah,"
"I said nothing Matteo, so it's nothing" I shrug my shoulders and left without turning back to him and
mostly I avoided Jay as one wrong move and he'll guess it.
I hated that my hormones is frustrating me even more and it's always worse everytime I am around
him. I know that female wolf goes into heat but what I'm experiencing is not even close to it.
My grandma says yesterday when I visited her and Wes that I will only go into heat when the bond
between Matteo and I is being sealed officially.
In fact when I ask her for more she went on and further explain that when both mates acknowledge
their bond they have to make vow in front of the Pack. It is like the ones human made yet it's quite
different.
Mates after making that vow should mark each other in order to seal it.
The last step would be mating which most female prefer heating time as those were the times the
males become hypersexual.
Yet sorry but mine is getting crazy and I can't even make it by that time. She did even mention that
when I decided to mate Matteo we both need to mate in front of the Pack.
Something I am totally against of and not willing to give everyone a free ticket for a free show.
I don't even know if Matteo is up for it as I am pretty sure he won't let anyone else see me naked but
me no way.
I felt hands on my arm pulling me back "you're mad" Matteo stated.
"Is this about your luna ceremony?" I push his hand away "no its not" I reply with affirmative.
Yes and that is another thing we are still pushing for my luna ceremony. It was not his decision but mine
solely because its what I want.
"Then what is it?" he ask and I ended up shouting at him nothing. Yep that's exactly how the rest of our
week went, me avoiding him.
When the day of my luna ceremony came Matteo ask me again and I told him that I was alright only if
he agrees to acknowledge our bond tonight.
He didn't want to but I told him that if he doesn't then I don't see a reason for me to be his Luna. So it
goes my way that I am going to be his Luna and he would mark me.
My grandma is also here and I swear there is something off about her. Like she has been asking me if
this is what I really want. I have to assure her that this is what I want to be with my mate.
Everything is settled and I couldn't wait anymore to be mark as his. I was nervous too but I knew him
and I aren't talking because of me.
The clock strikes 10 pm and I took countless deep breath. I went to his office and find him standing
there by the window. I call his name twice but he didn't seem to hear me as his thoughts is somewhere
else.
I went up and hug him from behind in which he jump a little before his body relax.
"I'm sorry" I sniff in his scent and he turn back at me taking my face in his
"No, I should be the one to apologise" I smile kissing him. He look at me in saddness then he smile a
bit "do you really want this, you becoming my luna" he asked nervously and I smile replying to him with
a yes.
We kiss once again before we parted our ways and I went back to my room to find Gia and grandma
there.
Wesley is crawling in his crib clapping his hands and reaching his hands out for me. I kiss him on the
forehead about to take him in my arms when grandma shook her head no and usher me in the shower.
Afterwards her and Gia helps me out with my dress, which surprises me that she still has my mom's
dress. It wasn't long but perfectly outline my curves and fall two inches above my knees.
Gia fix my hair letting my hair down freely before putting a flower to my left hair. She then fix my
makeup and after they finish they both look at me with tears in their eyes.
"What a lucky mother fucking bastard to have you" Gia says not even bothering to limit her words
around my grandma.
She is in tears and they both hug me tightly before pulling away and Gia went up and carry Wes in her
arms.
I stood there in the pack house living room nervously all by myself. That is all I'm feeling right now. I
know I shouldn't make rationale decisions like this but still whether I wanted later it's going to be still the
same.
I am supposed to be their future luna and right now is better than never.
The death of my father I will forever mourn but living my life is something that I should do because I
have to.
I saw the lights deem then a path of fire lit the way on both sides as I walk in the middle. It was like
having a human wedding except here right now is our marking ceremony and me anointing as a luna.
Becoming a luna is accepting my mate whole heartedly that I agree to lead next to him forever. I took
small steps then I felt warm hands on both of my elbow.
Looking to my left side I saw my mom smiling. This could only be a dream right I ask Alera but she
didn't respond. I look to my right and dad gave me an assuring smile.
A tear slip out of my eyes as I felt warmth of their presence on my sides. They may not be here in
physical but now I know their spirit never left me.5
I felt courage as their spirits guides me to my mate and his pack. Each steps I take I felt myself closer
and closer to him until I saw him standing there in his pure white long sleeve shirt and trouser.
Smiling I walk up to him taking his hands into mine. He pulls me towards him then kisses my cheek
"you are stunning mi amore" I just smile not knowing what to say but only a thanks.
I am grateful that my parents were with me tonight. Taking a look around I saw the Alpha and luna of
the Moon bridge, then Daluna Pack and the Crimson. The Crescent luna and her mate were here too.
I didn't know there were many people who are here to witness our mating. I smile when I saw our pack
members smiling at me. There was no disdain or even a glare in our way except their warm and
welcoming smile.
It makes me feel confident and proud to be their soon to be luna in another 20 minutes.
Currently I'm not a luna but just his Mate in fact it would change after our vows declaration.
Matteo squeeze my hand and I tip toe and gave him a kiss on the cheek before we turn and knelt
down.
An elder stood before us, she is a representative of the council for our ceremony tonight. She doesn't
smile or even have any emotion expressed on her face.
She mumble something in an ancient language before raising her voice towards the gathering crowd.
She then let us exchange our vows and the list of law and rules I should abide with.
Afterwards we did mark each other to seal our blood bound together as one with our
pack.
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